I didn´t want to mix what I just said with the reason why…
Well…I know there are manias that do not like at all Angelo, and Kirito mostly, I know that but Kirito isn´t the culprit of Hizumi´s bad throat condition (and I´m hoping he gets well). I´m a mania, but I´m more a Kirito/PIERROT/Angelo..
Well, I post a photo of Karyu in Angelo, then reblog, and reblog from other blog -and goodbye to my small comment- and a person said “fucking no” (when I had said they looked amazing). It hurts me because they are one of my favourite bands and that comment sounded so mean.
I can understand this. Allow me say something that is cruel or very sad but true. Thought that was quite long time ago, about 2 years ago. Some people might already know about the following.
When Karyu just joined Angelo, Kirito, Zero, and Tsukasa had dinner once, and Tsukasa and Zero asked him if one day D’espairsray can be reformed, would he let Karyu go. And Kirito replied “Anytime he wants”. Kirito never forced Karyu to join against his own wish.
Hizumi’s voice is permanently damaged, it was impossible for the agency to wait for the hope of recovery of him, that was why D’espairsray disbanded. Everybody was depressed especially Karyu. Kirito later in a radio station said, when Karyu joined the band he was very depressed and got drunk a lot. PIERROT’s disbanding was a lot worse so you can guess how Kirito felt about Karyu’s feeling. One time Karyu got too drunk and fell to the ground. (Zero?) tried to help him, and Karyu said:”I’m so useless I couldn’t even walk in the right pace.”(not exactly but something like that). But after 2 years, look what he is now, he’s happy of what he is doing. That was not just my subjectivity.
That doesn’t mean he forgot about D’espairsray, in the end of the radio, the DJ asked him, what about your wound, from the D’espairsray? He said, “that won’t heal.” Kirito added: “that’s something deep in the heart, it couldn’t be easily healed.” Karyu said:”Yes. It was always there.”
Recently in the osaka show. According to the repo, Kirito said in the show.
“It’s been 15 years from my major debut. For so many years, I always tell myself. Now is the thing to care the most. Now is the best time. It’s those words that keep me moving on. But don’t think I don’t look back, and when I did, I found the past was the best too. Keep walking forward is what makes the past best memory too. Those two people(Karyu and Giru) joining the band is what makes me think now is the best time.” It’s clearly that he was talking about PIERROT, and the recent photo about him and Jun (ex-PIERROT guitarist).
And when Karyu heard this speech, he was nodding a lot. Personally, I can’t accept Maya’s voice at all, and couldn’t accept Aiji’s style nowadays either. But if it’s what he likes to do, I love whatever decision he made and wish him the best. I think, LM.C fits him more. I still read interviews of him though….
I probably shouldn’t post such sad things…So let’s add some happy elements… Hizumi has designed T-shirts for LM.C, and also designed stuff for ALvino(Jun’s current band). One big family and all are well.